BABY I NEED YOUR LOVING RIGHT NOW
Tuesday, November 10, 2009

at least i back my shit with facts , TRANNY
OKAY where do i start , love , friends , or my cat ? , well i been good , yea i been good , school , i got a blackberry and i'm obsessed over it , my new friend , what else things between my man and I are just amazing , oh yea i got an itouch for my birthday from my sister adrianne , my cat kkopito is officially on a diet . he turned into a fat faggot and i think it's not healthy for a cat to be that fat , oh i'm going to the gym again to run and relax again , oh yea i have a eBay store , my hubby and I run it and it's doing really well . sold my dead not working iphone for 100 bucks good right ? besides that ,last sunday my friends and I went to this asian bar restaurant and had some expensive shit for dinner . the food was just okay after that we were just sitting on this couch at the back and we talked about drama and bullshit like always haha . i have NOTHING to say about anyone that dislike me or "hate" my friends , nothing really besides that people that talk shit about us or me are just a big 0 in my/our lifes ... oh i'm also going to LA and SF before this year and next spring break with the trannys can't wait . i need to go to bed i have class tomorrow in the am and then idk whats going to happen .Labels: life, love
11/10/2009 12:37:00 AM |
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BESTFRIENDS
Saturday, October 31, 2009
today i spoke to janina and i realized that what she said was so true and i agree with her i feel like next year we are gonna do all this things we want we are finally getting our shit together we're both in school and doing what we want to do .we are gonna start going anywhere at night finally ! i love her idk i feel like i can always talk to her about anything and she can actually understand and listen to what i'm saying and thats hard
i'm the artist and she's the glamourous girl next to me .
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10/31/2009 06:31:00 PM |
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DINO
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Solo queria que supieras antes de irme a dormir que si fuera un paleontologo tu serias uno de mis fósiles favoritos .
I just wanted you to know before going to sleep than if I were a paleontologist you would be one of my favorite fossils.
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10/15/2009 08:22:00 AM |
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GENDER IS A COMPLEX SUBJECT
I'm glad I don't belong to the bevy and I belong to my self. -MD , Don't worry I'll careless about your whispering .
Now lets talk about something I wanted to talk about long ago …. about labels in society and how society is scared and always fails to see things not the way I see things cause I don't expect no one to see how I see things but at least to try to see things in a none ignorant way . What I want to talk about is labels in different fashion styles and sexual orientations . When I think about that subject I feel like people are not only scared about your different style/fashion but your sexual orientation as well. Just like Anna Wintour said " There is something about fashion that scares (people) ". so true ,honestly if I see a gay boy (call it gay boy ,call it tranny , faggot , fierce w.e you what to label him ) wearing 7' YSL heels down the block I wouldn't be surprised ,scared or acting like he's wrong ,why ? Because in my world I believe that people that are not afraid of showing to the world that they are happy looking how they look and wearing what they want are just amazing . I never said I was "GAY" I do like men though but my sexual orientation is a plus like in life thats all . And I know Society labels me as "gay" and other irrelevant names/labels that I don't want to say such as faggot .
But why do I have to let someone else label me with a word ? I personally identify my self as gender-queer (sounds funny I know). Which means I disregard the gender roles that are prescribed to societal roles. Think about it, there's nothing inherently feminine about wearing makeup and about gandering to appearances, because other and many societies have done things differently. For example the Egyptians. and in nature, it's usually the males that have to be the beautiful ones and the females are the selective breeders. At least the way I see it... there's not 2 options. Another huge example is during the 18th century in France men were allowed to wear makeup ,wigs and no body would care … During the 1970's men were allowed to wear shoes with heel or platform shoes and again no body would really care . However, the point is that society now wants it to be a 1 to 1 ratio. And I also think EVERYONE has a mix of both gender traits as well. Things like that shouldn't define your sexual orientation , I think people should just say I am what I am and I like what I like and not give a name/label to it .But I doubt society will ever stop with labeling, so I've just become adjusted to it by now and decided to think outside the box. People are afraid TO BE THEMSELVES. That's the reason I love "drag queens" ,"transvestites", "freaks" ,"geeks" , alter egos and social outcasts, etc. They're one of the smartest cliques around. Humans that show what they like are just amazing .
Don't get me wrong , I'm not trying to proselytize you , I'm just sharing my opinion .
I admire strange people. People who are hated on etc .Its just sad how a lot of people fail to realize that "it's not what you wear that makes you who you are" . It's whats within your head who makes you who you are. Think about it: dress vs pants , skirts vs shorts It's OK for a woman to wear pants and shorts , right? And it's looked down upon if a Man wears a dress or skirt . I've been struggling with the idea for a while now... it's just fabric. Man vs Women. The difference is DESIGN. But people don't care about that, people care about what they can MAKE FUN OF TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK BETTER when they clearly look ignorant to other eyes.
And thats what I tell people, if I wanna walk around with 400 lbs of makeup ,face powder , etc , then I'm gonna do it because thats how I SEE MYSELF, and thats how I want people to see me. YOU should be what you want to be not what others want you to be or look . This world already have so many ignorant people cause they keep following the leader and they don't want to open their eyes and start their own road , I'm glad I don't belong to the bevy and I belong to my self .You only get one life and you should live it up every single day. Because if I died tomorrow, I'd at least die knowing that I was myself and didn't live a lie. I tend to only be around people that think LIKE me , like my strange weird friends and my amazing husband that lets me be my self .Gender is a complex subject.
Yes that came from my brain ,I was never stupid. Never.
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10/15/2009 07:54:00 AM |
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REENCONTRAR
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Sabes lo bueno de volver a un lugar, a parte de encontrar y hallar es descubrir y reencontrar. Regresar a los lugares, a los ambientes y a los momentos. Recrearse en los instantes ya vividos que se repiten. Y dejarse llevar por los reencuentros y olores.
Reencuentro con Sebastian ase 5 meses , un amigo al que quería con locura y que hacía mucho que no veía. Tan adorable como siempre y tan idiota como nunca haha y tan especial. Tan él. Y reencuentro con sus abrazos. Lo conocí en High School pues era uno de los tios que era gay pero nadie sabia solo el y yo .Tuvimos la ocasión de compartir divertidos momentos. Como los que vivimos cuando patinábamos en tabla por flushing , patinábamos desde flushing asta la 74th y northen blvd para ir a comer empanadas colombianas ese verano fui plenamente feliz nos masturbábamos juntos viendo porno y ni nos mirábamos la cara , yo en el sofá y el en su cama . Mas que una amistad fuimos hermanos en una forma extraña .
Pero quiero volver a mis 15 .. bueno no ...
Labels: life
10/14/2009 07:32:00 AM |
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NADA
Mi momento de mayor creatividad e ideas es antes de dormirme. con la luz apagada,en la cama escuchando a rever ray, como ya dije, pensando en todo lo que me gustaría hacer y putadas normales del día . Mi cabeza, simplemente, funciona mas alla de lo normal .Normalmente enlaza pensamientos para mi propia sorpresa. Por ejemplo, me doy cuanta de lo que e echo bien y en lo que e fracasado en el día . Lo que acabas de leer. Como ves no es nada del otro mundo y parece que, en principio, no lleva a nada mas. Sin embargo esto me llevo a pensar que era cierto el hecho de que casi nunca hablo de mi vida personal y lo hago por que mi vida personal contiene cosas de las que no quiero hablar y cuando lo hago es de manera críptica ,poco evidente y suena bastante extraña , Nada. Una noche diferentemente buena que acabó como todas. Y otra ves nadie se da cuenta de que no soy humano si no un lobo
Its in Spanish now get over it ! use google translator and stop moaning ...
Labels: life
10/14/2009 06:32:00 AM |
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TRANS
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I really don't care if you've seen this photos around but you know I want to point out that I'm really feeling all this women that look like monsters but what I'm really really feeling the most is women that look like TRANSVESTITES . Some minutes/day/weeks ago @ Italian Vogue .
And of course Iris Strubegger that some how always looks like a TRANSVESTITE .

for Valentino F/W 09

for i-D Magazine (Editorial)

for Barney's S/S 09

V Magazine (Editorial)

for Hercules F/W 09 Cover

for Tush (Editorial)
Labels: fashion
10/10/2009 04:42:00 AM |
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CONSTELLATION
When it comes to personality I’m more like a mix of Drew Barrymore's charisma and Alice Glass weird shyness but sometimes I tend to look like an awkward ,shy, jerk like Mary Kate that doesn't know whats going on . My hubby says I talk like Wendy Williams and I think I’m funny like Bett Ditto .
Why did I just compared my self to girls ? .

and I always get what I want or i'll give you a mean evil pouty face.
I most admit I'm evil and dance like Buffalo Bill

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10/10/2009 01:04:00 AM |
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THE BIG GIRL ISSUE
Thursday, October 8, 2009
la grande fille issue
SHE'S BIG BUT SHE'S FASHION , i know this looks like i'm sucking her dick but don't get me wrong she knows i'm not . It's just been a while since I told her "I ♥ You" .
I been thinking this week that if I ever move out from New York City for a while ... you know cause i want to travel a lot ... i'm gonna miss this bad bitch so much that we are gonna have to skype all day long anyway . But lets get to the subject .One thing i hate about some big girls is that they think just because they are big they are done in life and society ... no honey you're not ... i think a big girl should be just like a skinny girl VAIN and fucking conceited ... thats what gets you the man besides that big ass you got anyway i just cant stand seeing a big girl looking like shit with fucked up hair and most important no makeup ... like a week ago i saw this white girl at the train station and she was right next to this other latin girls that looked like shit you know the typical jeans , tons of gel on their weave and wearing sneakers bla bla and no makeup of course they probably still don't know that MAC cosmetics exits anyway ... well this bitches were laughing at this big girl and i was just listening to the whole bullshit they were talking in spanish , i was like wow this bitches seriously think just because she's big she's not pretty or doesn't have a life ? and she's not allowed to wear makeup and fix her self a little ? this big girl looked like Beth Ditto had bad ass makeup ,pretty eyeshadows ,blush , pink lipstick and totally knew how to contour her face really amazing she also had black amazing hair cause you know all this white girls tend to have the typical fake/real blonde but yea i was like wow she looks really good i bet at her house there's this muscled man waiting for her with a big dick cause thats what you get when you look amazing ask peggy. so i'm just saying this if you're big at least be vain . When i met my best friend queen of the transvestites miss peggy sue aka my girl my sister and transvestite i was like wow i thought she was going to be like a lame ass unsecured bitch well not really but yea cause i had a ridiculous ignorant way of seeing big girls . That day I saw that she was just like any other girl , i loved that she was so into her self ,into doing her nails , getting her wig done okay back then she had real hair haha but you know what i mean she was and still is fucking vain as fuck and i felt comfy around her cause you know we would talk about makeup , hair , fashion , and girls shit haha like she knew what she was doing . i don't now if she noticed how much we changed and how pretty we got through the years . I met her around the ending of the summer sorta of 2006 . I know during some time of our lifes we are gonna be really far from each other and i'm gonna miss her so much , you know talking shit for hours about nothing doing our hair together , getting glam for the party at night before her mom turns evil and bitch the shit out of us . i love you little girl ... you the girl that loved to play with a crucifix when she was little ... only she knows what i mean . anyway when britney was big she was just not only big but a mess . why ? cause she had fucked up hair and she just did not look good at all ,i say "you're either big or skinny" everything in the middle is not cute thats goes for girls . In gay boys is a completely different thing , big gay boys are just not cute i'm talking about really big big boys like "lafat" looking ones that think they are sexy cause they have a big deformed ass ;/ thats not cute sorry . i think regular average or in shape boys are okay .And skinny little boys like me if you know what i mean haha.
fact number 1 once you find the hair that best matches your style you need to keep it for ever
fact number 2 not all big girls eat like pigs and chill near the refrigerator or McDonalds .
fact numbet 3 i know why black guys love to have sex with big girls .
oh this bitches are FASHION period .

you know there is people that are naturally thin , naturally big , some of them can't see , some people don't have legs and i think thats normal i mean its just LIFE .
-MD
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10/08/2009 04:03:00 AM |
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YOU GOT A SMILE
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
my armpit stink :\ anyway i just wanna say that i'm happy that i have someone that lets me be who i am ,lets me be what i am , lets me do what i want to do and what i like . now thats real love . when you lets someone be them selves and not someone you want them to be . AMEN .
te quiero, te quiero, te quiero y no hago otra cosa que pensar en ti
Labels: life, love
10/07/2009 07:48:00 PM |
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JUAN SON
his music is art to my ears like E to my brain .
i'm more than obsessed by this artist ,i think music is not only about how it sounds but about what hides , such as creative lyrics . how i found about him well one day i was talking to someone and i wanted to share music . I like when people listen to songs i love and i like to taste/listen to the taste of someones music anyway the song called NADA is just amazing . i was gaging all the 4 minutes ... click click get into it he's amazing i read about him a little bit about his career and i found that he was in this other band called porter but he dropped that band and became a solo artist because that band was't giving him the freedom that he wanted . I totally agree with his decision . REAL Art is about freedom and not about doing what other people want you to do ... for that we have illustration and commercial music . i have to admit his crazy costumes @ his live performances do not turn me on . i demand you to download the album now click click . i cant wait to buy the album and give it to people as a gift

Labels: music
10/07/2009 07:31:00 PM |
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THE REMAINS
one thing I don't get is why everyone around the world that I know or talk to... wants to come and live here in New York City i still don't get why . Everyone out there proclaims that NYC is amazing ,well i have to tell you something stuff you need to know 1 you need a job a good job though ... 2 you're going to have to live in a small room because NYC is expensive and 3 you're going to probably change so much once you hit the doors of NYC ... i said probably and 4 the american dream is undefined . trust me i know many people that once they live here for few time they change completely . plus i don't know why everyone thinks this country gives you freedom . it does give you the word freedom but only the word ... you cant really feel that on the air or streets . i been here most of my life since i was born in queens but come one i rather go to Europe. wait i did not mention that if you want to just come and visit you'll feel like its amazing and bla but why ? cause you'll see nyc as a tourist and not as a local new yorker anyway bye
photos by will https://twitter.com/wilpourtous
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10/07/2009 07:07:00 PM |
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MONSTERS IN NEPTUNE
Absolutely Amazing! Monsters Fashion! Esto es moda con inteligencia !.. una identidad.. una estrategia creativa.. simplemente McQueen
made me feel like the world for once is having women that look like monsters aka BEAUTIFUL
Labels: fashion
10/07/2009 06:19:00 PM |
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DEFINITION
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
today was a good day for both of us we been sick all week well he's been more sick than me but and i think we needed a day like this ,we talked about some stuff we needed to talk about , then we ate , i cooked him some white pasta and pried potatoes he loves them and i also bought some white rice and lo mein from the chinas. it was so good ... when we were done eating we felt like passing out cause we were so full after than we talked for a while and then he went home i love him , i really really love him we been together for few months and what we feel is more than a connection or a sexual attraction , is love i have to admit i did not feel like this with any of my ex boyfriends . the 26th is our birthday and that day our lifes will change
yes we might have our ups and downs but we never stop believing in love thats the reason we're still together .
a convo with sister pete

i love my engagement ring
on day i asked my granny do you love el abuelo ? and my grandma said "your grandpa and I got married after the 1st month of dating ,when we met for the 1st time we knew we were meant to be" and they stayed together till he passed away now thats was true love .
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10/06/2009 07:08:00 PM |
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SUFRE
one thing i hate about everyone is UNPUNCTUALITY it's not cute ,not acceptable .
COÑO .
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10/06/2009 12:51:00 PM |
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NADA
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10/06/2009 11:05:00 AM |
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TOMA ESTA MENTA
Fuí a construir la maquina del tiempo y me voy a ir
no debe ser tu nacimiento por ahí por ahi de los ochentas
va haber que restar tu esperma tu ovulo jamas encontraran
tu huella del mundo se auto borrara es duro pero muy vital
desaparecer de mi mente yo te vere...
para introducirme con tu madre y esta vez simpatizarle
la del dia siguiente administrar ,enlistar,
pude ver el mule que tenia tu papá su corte de cabello solia ser genial
hacer casting por una vez y detener de una vez al doctor que me circunciso.
el cerdo no tenia autorización ,bailar free house con tu mamá
desaparecer de mi mente te vere para introducirme con tu madre
y esta vez simpatizarle la del dia siguiente administrar
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10/06/2009 03:13:00 AM |
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Unicorn's Puberty
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10/06/2009 02:43:00 AM |
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