Sunday, November 30, 2008

 
not even the sky is flawless/perfect i wish it was purple .

Now lets play with your brain .I'm not flawless , I can say my skin is flawless but it's really not :). i have so many flaws and i TRY to not hide my flaws but its hard, in fact i make them work with me, inside and out .In school people would say "oh you don't know how to draw you suck at this" but i never stop ,why ? because in my eyes my art was beautiful ,and it was weird because i wouldn't ask my art teacher ,do you like it ? like everyone else. I wouldn't care ,as long as i liked it everything was fine , my inspiration was Picasso not  Maureen Hyde ,all my paintings were  abstract art , not realistic art , and they were wrong because they were being ignorant about it, ignorance 1 more deadly human flaw right , at the end when i graduated I was the one that got accepted to a better art school O_o . I've learned to love my self  through the years ,i learned to love every inch of my body frame , still learning btw i think we never stop learning . sometimes we all dream of being perfect but what is perfect? perfection?, if you really think about it what is perfection to you ?, i think that the word perfect is 1 of the biggest humans flaws , creating a word with no definition right ? .  its a creation of every ones mind and brain because i might say this  I / THIS /looks perfect but in other person's eyes i /that looks the opposite and its not that the person is wrong, we're all wrong , I never get tired of saying i love my self ,actually i have  a very high self steam but a  very deadly vanity flaw ;/,i love the way i am and the way I'm molding my self in to . i love my self , not in the conceited way no no no don't get me wrong, in fact i might look /sound conceited  but I'm not , just because i touch my hair every minute does not mean I'm conceited or want to look good for the world ,in fact i take so much time/care of my self because i like to feel good inside of me ,with me, only me and no one else ,a bit selfish right ? ;/ . i know my brain very well , I sometimes get really selfish with everything and that's really bad but I'm working on it everyday . if you think about it 1 of the  greatest human flaws is that we dream of things that we can\cant have but the greatest human gift is being able to even  dream right  ? :)

I'm very  very shy sometimes for no reason  and i tend to mix my words when i get nervous ,for some reason i got 64 in  drama class when i was in high school ,i would say my lines very well in front of my sister but when the day arrived ,and i was in front of everyone from my school i totally forgot every word ,sadly I didn't pass the class .but don't we all have things we have to work on everyday ,is not a mater of time , its a matter of years to learn and explore about you. 1 more human flaw is our fucking highly intellectual brain. with it, we create and destroy everything with our eyes ,sadly .1 more flaw to the list of my flaws  , i walk funny when i'm nervous and i cant stop it and make noise with my shoes  1 more flaw to my list :) , i don't like  89324 things about me every day . but the next day i might not even think about them or actually  love all those 89324 things i did not like  .but in the end i don't get why people find me sometimes interesting . i don't even try to impress anyone the only  person i try and work hard to impress is MARKKO me ,my self .

I'm always learning from life and trying to work with my flaws .how about the human flaw to look at what is wrong, rather then what is right? :/ I always look for cute flaws in a person  because that makes them unique , there is no such thing as a perfect body,life,personality, anything . If a man really likes you and loves you , flaws or no flaws, he will fall for you like a sack of potato’s right ? :) eh but lets not go to that side of the story because this is not about love  .ALL this words came from my mind its weird really weird if i don't sleep the entire night i get really inspired in the morning and my imagination flies . but sometimes when i sleep i think is the best time of my life

If you are that smart to understand what i just said you will know that i'm not insecure at all and very smart but shy . but that's ok  because no one is perfect .

after all im just a panda bear and the fact that we die is a flaw in itself.

definition to PERFECTION

definition to FLAWLESS

THIS DOES NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME 

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