HEARTBEEPS AND NEW YEARS AND MY NEW ROOM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
I better get really good CANDY if you know what i mean i dont want drinks
no i dont wanna drink and pass out before new years no no ,,
well only champagne with le besties and the boy at 12 am but
for god sakes someone get
me really good E or Acid ;/ not blow cause i dont wanna feel in
heaven for only 25 min ... and i dont wanna smoke w cause its boring ;/
and it smells ;/
uhm im cuting my fuking long gross nappy looking hair right now ;/
haha its not nappy only sue's has nappy hair ..... ;/
Im gonna have it like this in few minutes
I WISH I HAD :
champagne every morning for breakfast :)
i wish i was tripping 24/7 and not only with sleeping pills for few hours
and then fuking die in my bed until next day ..the other day i almost
lose it i had the worst breakdown or I had a nervous breakdown or
a mental breakdown ;/ idk what i got i have to ask my psycho-logist :) haha
so when i was having the fuking breakdown and i didnt wanna harrass
anyone i dont feel comfortable with and i only had my sister near me
she was on her bed we have bunk beds cause we' ghetto
and i got so bored that i told her how much i love her even tho
i kinda fcuked up her xmas haha by not eating her disgusting dinner that
had tons of animals ... .long story but w.e .
i was like lana im sorry for being a fucked up brother ;/ you know
i been going through a lot lately . fuck man wtf i was saying fuck i was
fuking losing it since i well i totally lost it since i wasnt tripping anymore
and my happiness was going away and i didnt
wanna take more pristiq cause i took 3 that day and like 6 sleeping pills ...
ugh i hate that i got so emotional that night ;/ with my eyes about to close
never doing that again , so embarrassing . thank god
that bitch thought i was drunk ahhah , she said what you drank this time ?
more jack daniels and i said daniel? hahaha she pretends she doesnt know shit
that way she doensnt have to deal with it . oh tomorrow im moving to my room
yey im having a room for me :) again ... and im such a dick and lazy i wont go to
IKEA with my sister to buy new shit . i told her i dont want shit for my room all i want
is the new YSL men gym bag ;/ she wants to buy me a bed now that we have to
split up and throw the bunk beds away , i dont want a bed im gonna have my
mattress on the floor and thats all thats all i need my mattress my clothes at a corner
and my mac .like this haha this is all i need :) thats all . my new room will have only
this things inside .my bed ,macbook pro , tea , iphone ,sidekick , old school
gameboy ,men's vogue , symply sleep , pills, super mario plush bear , headphones .
i made that my self on photoshop CS4 :)
lalalala :)
ugh i wanna eat this idk what it is but ugh food enter through your eyes first
aww this movies is so cute :)
"heartbeeps"
futuristic robots fall in love hahah even futuristic robots ugh fuckers
i wanna be a futuristic robot then ...
HBO suck really bad ;/ they dont get new good movies .
i miss going to blockbuster to rent movies haha and netflix takes for ever to come
ugh . and online movies are horrible such horrible resolution and quality
i wanna see everything HD haha :)
i wish i could se my face in HD haha wtf im talking about ?
OK BYE :)
12/27/2008 06:00:00 PM |
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